I am an empty box.

I have spent the majority of the weekend packing. Bubble wrapping my broken dreams, carefully placing all the pieces of my heart into boxes and bags, separating his life and his things from mine. And I can not hold it together any longer. I can not keep pretending that I am a functioning person through […]

Happy Mothers’ Day

I haven’t slept in at least two days. Yesterday, J didn’t even take a nap until 5pm and was then up until close to 10:30 despite my best efforts.  He woke up at 6:00 this morning and has been up and angry ever since.  His mother has been up and bawling since the same time. […]