Help me Punch Cancer in the Face
I want to scream and punch and hit things. I want to cry until my eyes beg for mercy. I want to grab a tool box and fix this mess that cancer has created. I want desperately to make something hurt worse than my friend is hurting, worse than I am hurting on her behalf, [...]
Embracing the Anger
I’ve spent a lot of time trying to rid myself of the anger I feel toward my Ex. I told myself it was wrong to be angry; told myself that this was the plan for my life and I just needed to embrace the changes and move on. I told myself that I was bigger [...]
Raging against the Machine
Every now and again… like maybe every third day or perhaps every third hour or, okay twice a minute, I become fully consumed by what can only be called the ragiest of rages. We’re talking a rage that results in me wishing I could claw the skin off of “someone’s” face and play banjo with their [...]
Scabbing Over
For a while, the hurt was what hurt the most. I couldn’t understand what I had done to deserve this. I couldn’t understand why he would leave; couldn’t understand why he didn’t love me. I couldn’t understand why I wasn’t good enough for him or why he wouldn’t try to work things out. My pride [...]
Happy Mothers’ Day
I haven’t slept in at least two days. Yesterday, J didn’t even take a nap until 5pm and was then up until close to 10:30 despite my best efforts. He woke up at 6:00 this morning and has been up and angry ever since. His mother has been up and bawling since the same time. [...]
Me Time
Today, J is six months old. It doesn’t seem like that’s possible, but apparently it is. So I think it’s appropriate that I talk today about one of the toughest parts of being a mom. Because I’ve been a mom for six months… barely any time at all, but I have already realized how difficult [...]


