An Act of Contrition

Posted on | March 24, 2016 | 2 Comments

“Oh my God, I am heartfully sorry for having offended thee, and I detest all my sins because of Thy just punishment, but most of all because I have offended Thee my God, Who is all good and deserving of all my love. I firmly resolve, with the help of Thy grace, to sin no more, and to avoid the near occasion of sin. Amen.”

I’ve always liked the Act of Contrition prayer, even though I’m not Catholic. I like it because it embraces the weakness of man, the humility required when we face God, and the resolution we must make to always do our best to live in the light and example of the one we pray to.

Even if you aren’t Catholic, even if you aren’t Christian, I think the idea that there’s a way to apologize… in a global sense… for being wrong or doing wrong or even thinking wrong is a nice idea. It’s the warm fuzzy in a world of “oops;” that idea that somehow by saying we’re sorry we can start to make amends. That by apologizing we can show the truest intent of our hearts.

This morning, my heart cries out for healing and for understanding and for some form or sort of absolution from the sins of myself and the sins of my country.

You guys, I’m absolutely heart sick over the fear and hate that is swirling around us. And I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know how to heal and tend and minister to the broken around me because sometimes, it seems, broken doesn’t realize it is broken. So I pray for absolution from the sins around me. Because sometimes that is all I can do.

Yesterday, in North Carolina, a group of elected officials called a special session to push through a hastily written bill designed to protect discrimination of all kinds.

It’s now illegal in North Carolina to take a child into an opposite sex restroom if the building is “government controlled.”

It’s now illegal in North Carolina to file a discrimination lawsuit within the State for a company or entity who refuses service to an African American, a Veteran, an elderly person, a disabled person, or a homosexual or transsexual individual.

It is now, heart-breakingly legal and legislatively approved to openly express your hate in the once great state of North Carolina.

Do you understand what this means for so many people? Not just people you disagree with. Not just people you don’t like. This bill affects EVERYONE.

And I wonder what Jesus would say today, to the shop owner who tells a gay couple to leave. I wonder what Jesus would do when faced with the broken spirit and broken hearts that woke up this morning to learn that they no longer can depend on those around them to act with decency and humanity.

No. No, I don’t wonder at all.

I know what Jesus would do… at least I think I do. Look inside your heart and tell me what you see there.

Do you hear the heart rending sound? Do you feel the soft wetness against your cheek? Do you know the heart ache that is Heaven today?

Jesus is weeping.

And I, with my soft and heavy heart, join him.


2 Responses to “An Act of Contrition”

  1. Michelle
    March 24th, 2016 @ 12:04 pm

    Beautifully written words about a topic so hard and awful. I also wish I could help, heal, and I’m so worried about what this is going to look like in months, years from now. Thank you for sharing, for saying words that so many of us feel.

  2. The Many Thoughts of a Reader
    April 10th, 2016 @ 3:41 pm

    So ridiculous!!

  • Creative Commons License
    Spilled Milk (and Other Atrocities) by Law Momma is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-NoDerivs 3.0 Unported License.
    Based on a work at
  • Twitter

  • Enter your email address:

    Delivered by FeedBurner


  • Grab my button for your blog!